i already regret most of
the vulnerability i've shown
questioned my intuition
but when you know you know
i should have known
but i chose to disregard
let my judgement get clouded
by matters of the heart
convinced myself that you
wouldn't make me regret caring
i'm gonna keep caring too
even though it scares me
that i could love somebody
that ******* cold
intrusive thoughts
have been taking their toll
and no i can't hide from myself
but i can choose who to be
your indifference doesn't make you cool
stop treating me like charity