july was a long time ago. i'm still almost asleep here underneath this tree; surrounded by unknown wildflowers -- yellow, blue some purple. the insects, come alive, on wood and grass have started to sing; the rosy evening sky is mixing with a soft golden sun. eyes shut, i can hear the children playing at a distance. giggles; the bark of a big dog with sweet eyes. the little girl has peach ribbons in her hair. of course, this i imagine lying here. strands of my wild hair are swaying with the breeze; bare toes and thighs and skirt covered in damp earth. as the clementines from the clementine tree start to fall, i turn to lay on my back. watching, with my eyes closed, the stars slowly appear. lying alone here, in this meadow, i can feel the months go by -- the insects dying and being born again; summer air becoming colder against my bare legs.