I’m not sure what this “love” is anymore I’m pretty sure I had it at one point, I did But uh, love gets messy right? I’m not too sure what love is anymore Because I’ve messed up the meaning of it for myself Even when you have love, well sometimes you have to let it go No matter how much you cry and scream to yourself in the mirror It won’t fix everything So, this is why I do not want people to love me.