my neck still burns

he made me crumble and fall

he ruined my life

why did he touch me without my permission

I can't erase it from my head

I can't sleep

I can't eat

why did he ruin everything

my skin still burns

how much longer
when can I wash this disgusting feeling away

why did he do this to me

I almost convinced myself it was my fault

turned everything into anger
I wish I could **** him

I hope I ruin his life

the damage is done

he haunts me now

I'm so scared  

to feel this weak and broken