One-by-one you made them disappear in a puff of smoke like a secret slight-of-hand artist, all the while keeping track of each one, tucked into your sleeves and inside pockets so that, in the final gut-wrenching act, you could bring them all back.
For too long it was a magic show with no audience.
In the past months I have watched the show evolve. No more smoke and mirrors, or misdirection. The final act has been cut. By all accounts the show is much less exciting, more commonplace.
But I still count. Every single one. And silently applaud each now-you-see-it, now-you-don't.
Because I know that the hardest trick, the mark of a true master, is making them disappear for good.