My dear sweet friend, my heart should be raging unrelenting, but its full of tepid waves. I feel listless as in endless sleep in my mothers womb, and yet I ask why? self-sacrifice met with betrayal. a heart so broken, the very essence of my soul weeps. I lay, ever so wide-awake, the silent darkness, a reminder, I am alone.
So why my sweet friend, do I not curse them, wish ill will, bad health, or even death?