i’m going to be a sinner if sinning is
painting a nursery
while my belly swelled

i’m going to be a sinner if sinning is
walking down the aisle
while wearing a million mile dress

i’m going to be a sinner if sinning is
having him hold me in his arms
while watching the stars

but oh god,
i’m gonna be a saint if to be a saint is
letting him destroy my body
while telling him i love him