So many times, I knew you'd be in my life;
my first car, out of school, a new job and a wife.
My first job just started today.
I know its not much, but its paving the way.
Just branching out, to make it on my own.
I wish you could see me in my brand new home.
But you're not here, its just me and my beer, and I **** sure wont be sober.
Cause try as I might, I remember the night, They told me "visiting hours are over".
Its hard to explain after all these years, how it seem so easy that I break down in tears.
I always thought that You'd be here with me; it never occurred that You just wouldn't be.
As I stand by your graveside, a train whistle blows. The wind picks up and the sky is a glow.
So many things I was longing to say.
I hope you are right, that well meet again someday.