I've gone around infinity and learned enough to know
that numbers with such attributes are only for the show
you cannot sum or shape the time to twist into itself
and thus I lay and ask the whys I find within myself
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uncovering then letting go of what I can't explain
the moments that I cannot hold are not mine to contain
and as I make my way inside of all this scripted void
I find myself at time's dispense, a human turned a toy