I love my best friends with all my heart,
It just hurts when I say I have to part.
I love my grandmother, unlike any other,
I feel so sad and torn,
I was never able to give her a taste of life,
she should’ve been born on.

Pills, why not,
but maybe I shouldn't rest where my cousins can see my broken heart.
i love them so much.
I just wish they never witnessed this side of me,
just like ashes, torn apart.