some things i can still hear in your voice the most inconsequential, mundane things almost surprising upon the realization that the voice in my head stopped being mine and began being yours
they don't hurt they don't make me miss you not in the least
they're just there as a reminder, i suppose that i loved once to the point of accidentally turning them into a permanent fixture in my life in ways other than physical so i can still keep them when they leave
it was literally just reading and rereading the word "bes" and wondering whose familiar voice it was playing in my head until i realized ****,