There's a song that reminds me of a feeling. A feeling not easily grasped. One Vaguely remembered. Is it innocence or is it passion ? Is it ignorance or is it belief ? I cannot distinguish between them. It's like this feeling is locked. If I cannot feel this. I have to ask myself. Do I want this feeling ? Why pursue something that carries with it a tinge of sadness. Why pursue something that makes my heart sink. I suppose I just don't like leaving things alone or unanswered. I like to know what I feel. And Why. Shouldn't we all in some form be like this. Wanting to know ourselves. Not by name Or preference But by understanding... There's a song that makes me want to understand myself. And I suppose I start by being confused. And then acknowledging that confusion. Wherever I go from here will be better than where I started. It's okay to not know or be confused. For That is often The beginning of knowing. And knowing precedes understanding.