Single Engaged Married Separated Divorced **** it all Done it lived it I'm married to myself Four walls and a roof Steady job steadier pay A beautiful little girl I really don't need much else Sure the comfort of her body Late in the hours of dusk Would make me smile more But what's one less smile When the pits of hell Are preheating to roast my soul **** a relationship status I want happiness before I die God knows I won't get it Devil laughs at me for chasing I'd rather chase my own tail Then fight a losing war Where even if I happen to win I'll die unsatisfied Knowing I sacrificed the parts of me I loved the most Because I'll never be good enough The way I am now