You sleep right next to me

yet you seem so                              ..far

I want to hold you

kiss you

even cry with you

but you'll never know any of that.

I see you sometimes

playing frisbee with your dogs

or

doing yard work,

i'm excited at first

but in the end

I know

when i'm all       ..alone

craving you

I don't have you.

I've never experienced heartbreak

until I met you,

how is it that somebody that cares so little

about me

holds all the power in the world

over me.

I love him,

but he'll never know that.

After all

these are All The Things He'll Never Know.