A kingdom of sadness
Leading to madness
A broken heart
Destined to fail from the start
I try and fight
But fail to see any light
There seems to be only darkness and despair
My life is broken..sometimes I think it's beyond repair
Someone told me to not lose hope
He told me life wouldn't leave me hanging and would surely offer me a rope
But I realized later that person was me who was giving myself false motivation
When it was quite clear that I was too far gone on the path to self-destruction
The war against my demons has worn itself out
I'm freefalling into an abyss of darkness without a doubt
Can I be rescued?
Will I be ressurected?
Perhaps revived?
May be loved?
I don't know
So for the remainder of my life..I guess I'll pretend to smile and put on a false show
And truth be told I've been doing this for many years
Putting on a mask...When in reality I've been basically forming a strong and deep bond with my tears
Dear loneliness... Can't you see???
You and I...we were meant to be