You have been a close friend, that i have always been able to count on over the years Always had my back through all the highs and lows, You haveΒ had a huge impact on my lifeΒ but not in a good way! I have now realized how much time I have wasted on you I also have realized how many times you have taken advantage of me Especially when i was at my most vulnerable Im tired of letting you control me Im tired of always having to depend on you to make me feel a certain way. Im tired of this love- hate relationship im ready to release this shame And self-hatred you have been causing me for so many years, I am ready to find freedom for myself and create a life that is worth living Thank you for all the important lessons you have taught me about my self Sincerely Better off Without youπ
I am in the process of beating my addiction. Its hard and yes there are times I want to give up. Then I think of how everything was just so wrong and messed up. My mind couldn't handle anymore abuse... I had to stop.