Go for a run. Nope. Stare at my desk. Nope. Journal. Nope. Nope. Nope. Nope. Lie in bed. Sort of. Curl up. Wake up to a loud ******* guitar. Knock angrily on a door. Nope. Think. Nope. Curl up in bed. Nope. Wait. Wait some more. Kind of. Feel guilt. Feel shame. Nope. Wait. Wait. Wait.