This morning, I woke up feeling bitter about life and it was a bad chemistry, so, later, since my mind is pointed toward love, it changed and the chemistry got a little better, but this morning I decided that the best chemistry is the chemistry of indifference, but not the kind of indifference that rejects, like you usually know about, but the kind of indifference that accepts, like "It is what it is and that's what it is", so this chemistry was the best I could muster, so, I'm sitting here now, listening to the birds and feeling a bit indifferent to life in general but in a good way, like OK, so this is the way it is, so ok.