A quiet fall
Is what I see
When your words
Pierce right into me

Standing on the edges
Waiting for that shoe to fall
Of another heartache
No one is too small

That's all it takes
To send me to my fate,
I'd rather feel nothing,
Than live with this hate

I live to love
And love to breathe
Why can't anyone
See the beauty I see

So intense
To feel what I feel inside
Like the waters in a hurricane
I'm the waves that collide

My own love haunts me,
Curses me,
shames me,
taunts me,
Why does it feel like nobody wants me?

It seems as though,
I am a prisoner of my own self conscious mind
Deprived of the nourishment I need
With no love in my heart I'm walking blind

I am Destroyed
by that same love
I'll walk through fire
If that's not enough

My demented mind
Has caused me to be
A mess of this love
With anything but a
"So called" Lovable Me