If you hear the insatiable whispers of your calling beckoning you forward, within the dark depths of sleepless attempts at slumber- If it keeps you staring up at the ceiling long past the dawn with threatening thoughts which only the pawns of failure spawn- then use the fuel of the pursuers whom came before you, coupled with your own unique integrity, passion and drive, to bring into being that which you cannot go a day without thinking about. Believe in Yourself as much as you believe in your Hell for You will be dead a long time- do not dawdle. Your Muse chooses You as much as You choose your Muse. You owe it the nobility of pursuit in exchange for the simple comfort which the essence of being offered a way out of meaninglessness direction brings. (This is the gift all Muses present you with. It is symbiosis in its most poetic form.) Likewise, You cannot prevent your Muse choosing You, no more than your Muse can prevent You from not pursuing it with all the tenacious ambition it deserves. So love and cherish your Muse as it were your mother, along with all the hopeful dreams it brings with it. It chose you for a reason.