Oct 2020
I wanna be somebody with a heart
Who suffered enough
From self-commanding
Who now is simply happy
And who stopped pretending.
I wanna be self-understanding
I want to finally see
That it's the only way,
To let go of unhealthy ideas
That sit deep in my brain.
You're not enough, they say
But often they just laugh
And you feel shame
STOP that. It's over now.
You only will decide.
Can you embrace yourself?
Whatever others said to you,
They, too, follow a programm,
It's leading their brains
To put themselves and everybody else
In chains - of shame, hate and what not.
They judge and how about you?
Well you can decide if they're able to crush you.
If you're listening to the judgements of others
It means that a part of you believes in what they say.
This part is insecure, It's coming from tough times,
From sad times of disappointment and grief.
Take care of these vulnerable parts of yourself,
Just know - Nobody else can really understand -
What you have been through.
But here you stand and I see you.
It's never too late to turn to yourself,
And to apologize for not listening and not being there.
It's never too late to stop hating yourself and start to embrace your own life path.
Nobody else gets to experience the same! It's your and only way and you are still alive!!!
You still can question, see, take your own hand and breath, tell yourself that you understand your grief!
No matter how wounded others made you be, there also will be those who
will be worth - to trust and open up to.
You will see!
Only those who can accept themselves how they are, will also be able to accept, see and love you for who you are.
But your way to happiness always goes through your own heart and it's there and it is beating!
Even if you are wondering why still you are breathing.
Well it's cause you still have a chance to find yourself!
And to experience the beauty of life,
It means that you are able to cope with fears, with anger, with strife, with all the unspeakable pain, with every imaginable unfairness of this world!
The way to inner peace goes through your heart, where you will find, again and again that you are amazing just how you are.
Who suffered enough
From self-commanding
Who now is simply happy
And who stopped pretending.
I wanna be self-understanding
I want to finally see
That it's the only way,
To let go of unhealthy ideas
That sit deep in my brain.
You're not enough, they say
But often they just laugh
And you feel shame
STOP that. It's over now.
You only will decide.
Can you embrace yourself?
Whatever others said to you,
They, too, follow a programm,
It's leading their brains
To put themselves and everybody else
In chains - of shame, hate and what not.
They judge and how about you?
Well you can decide if they're able to crush you.
If you're listening to the judgements of others
It means that a part of you believes in what they say.
This part is insecure, It's coming from tough times,
From sad times of disappointment and grief.
Take care of these vulnerable parts of yourself,
Just know - Nobody else can really understand -
What you have been through.
But here you stand and I see you.
It's never too late to turn to yourself,
And to apologize for not listening and not being there.
It's never too late to stop hating yourself and start to embrace your own life path.
Nobody else gets to experience the same! It's your and only way and you are still alive!!!
You still can question, see, take your own hand and breath, tell yourself that you understand your grief!
No matter how wounded others made you be, there also will be those who
will be worth - to trust and open up to.
You will see!
Only those who can accept themselves how they are, will also be able to accept, see and love you for who you are.
But your way to happiness always goes through your own heart and it's there and it is beating!
Even if you are wondering why still you are breathing.
Well it's cause you still have a chance to find yourself!
And to experience the beauty of life,
It means that you are able to cope with fears, with anger, with strife, with all the unspeakable pain, with every imaginable unfairness of this world!
The way to inner peace goes through your heart, where you will find, again and again that you are amazing just how you are.
