This apology is for my mind and soul that was broken once I let you go

I handed you the world on a silver platter, but it was never enough, for you to love me back.

So I sit in despair with tears rolling down my eyes and wonder where I went wrong.

I wonder to myself if you ever loved me, or was I used as a toy for your own amusement.

Unknowingly I damaged myself.

You played me, and for that apologized.

Not to you but to my heart for bringing it pain like no other