I feel helpless
Everything that I had ever done
flushed down the drain

I dont feel love anymore
I have even started to dislike people
I once loved

As I stood and watched everything
just crumble
slowly but surely
my heart ached

No matter how hard I tried
Or think I did
It
just
doesn't
work

Too many people
Just one me
and
I have feelings too
Im not perfect
I have my bad days
Im not as nice
as
you might think
I am

Im fading away
Shivering
in the
cold
Hungry
for food

hungry
for the girl I once was