Looking at these pictures of you Wondering what I should do Keep you in my heart, Or try my best leave you Should I take you in as mine Your always on my mind These thoughts of you are dim I try and let the light shine So supisous of comitment Becuase your lips seem to be forbidden I can't conceive my life without you Tho, our invovlement seems to be contingent Digging for emotions, this treasure is still hidden Confused about this life, I only know I need forgiveness I know about this pain, and the things I have to live with I know you and I are constant, but We as one could be inconsistent Please tell me that you know, that real emotions remain a mystery That I love you for who you are, but I hate we don't have history That these words I write are real, but spoken words are synthetic That I take these shots of pain, only to clear my vision That if I could stop this cycle I would surely end it That I have no choice in what I'm doing, until its finished That when I whispered that I love you, it was a proverb to my ignorance. That I'll never leave your heart, even when you leave my vision.