Another morning, another day I wake before the alarm. The pressures, my stress deprives me of the rest I need-- just to get through it all.
The rays of the new morning slowly make their way in transforming the room from dark to shadows. I catch a silhouette of you, lost in your peaceful slumber. Such a perfect juxtaposition revealing to me that I have been blessed through it all.
I remember the young girl her golden hair, the innocent touch whose eyes once saw in me--her future. Though I tried, time and time again to wreck that dream-- you held on-- through it all.
The scene takes me back, to the expecting mother so peaceful in her sleep, bravely ready to become what I so feared I could never be. While I struggled to become the man, the father, you needed and deserved me to be. I knew it would take your love-- to get me through it all.
Now those blessed gifts, each containing the better parts of both of us are starting to make their own way while I'm still stumbling to make my own. My fears for them collide with the compiling stress of my day to day and I find myself again awake before dawn.
On another morning, on another day with the same silhouette reminding me-- We'll get through it all.