I built a tiny altar Of sticks, leaves, sage and prairie anisé It was out East of the house Not far from Crawford’s old homestead Where the ghosts of broken dreams Hung in the breezes I did not know why I had wandered there Ñor why I had arranged The articles of earth For her
She had come to me As I was walking Her presence descending Warming the day’s chill I saw her smile Then I knew The men who had taken her Back through the door with the round window Were not going to bring her back They could not bring her back
Her smile was the softest thing I had ever witnessed in the world Her voice moved through my soul The world stopped turning The wind hushed The prairie turned up her edges to hold us alone together “Oh my dear brother, I’m still with you, “You know....It’s beautiful here”
When I was five years old my little sister died of brain cancer. These four poems, “Curls” “My Little Sister “ “Hail Mary” and “Altars” revisit that time through an adult’s words. Thanks for reading....