hating feeling forgotten
but that's life
i digress

crying in silence
i'm handling it
but honestly not the best

when people ask
i make some joke about
how i'm depressed

no one is ever suprised
or cares
who would've guessed

i just wanna matter
to someone
have a place in their head

never forgotten
always loved
but i accept minimal effort instead

because we're all narcissistic
all care about ourselves
easy and often forget

i used to care
but the aftermath of that
made me wish i was dead

now i wanna be selfish
i want to be waited on
i rescind all the things i've said

about putting yourself out there
giving chances to people
who make you regret

ever deciding
to go back out there
and trust someone again

i'm just tired of being invisible
unless i'm needed for something