it's been going
i'm alive
doing what i'm supposed to
quiet nights
moving along
saying i'm fine
keep pushing on
while my hands are tied
no one can see
the shadow i cast
struggle to answer questions
before they're asked
you were always
talking to a mask
whatever i said
i take it back
i dont wanna be alive
i wanna feel alive
it shouldn't be this hard
to not wanna die
every fiber of my being
is going towards winning the fight
i wanna be better
than you think i might