how can i sleep
without waking up
can't die without dying
but tomorrow seems too much
i don't wanna deal
i don't wanna feel
when the alarm goes off
it all becomes too real
everyday i drag
myself out of bed
can't seem to get
out of my own head
the covers make me
feel more safe
wrapped in layers
of blankets and pain
pillows soaking
from tiny rain
that miraculously
came from my face