i told you to look away
because i don't want you to see me this way
tears all on my face
my hands nothing but bruises and scrapes
from punching the jagged brick wall
because everything is my fault
don't wanna ignore your call
but i don't wanna take you for the fall
i don't wanna **** you in
i don't wanna touch you when
i'm liable to spiral again
afraid to stain your pristine skin