From myself Lost in the debts of my own mind Blessed with gifts mishandle Strangled by fear of failure Abducted by violence Saved by love , Kissed by lust killed my regrets, Left sadness for dead Emotions once split Blended until the lines blurred Unable to correctly detect which one to feel Attack by the swarm in my beehive UnImmune to the stings Swollen from the venom Drowned in the honey Life whizzes by Liked the wind When Iām high upon a swing Landed deep in a maze Sold my soul to false prophets Hoping to be saved Happiness can be addicting But am I willing To **** parts of myself Just to taste the feeling