Been losing this struggle This battle with life And with nothing else better To write I am rife With conflictual Obstacles Making it worse And of course They all say It’s the way Universe Has intended, Determined, Discerned it should be But how could it, And why, Would it do this to me? Strip me bare Without love Nevermore Naturally Helplessly Make me watch As my friends fall apart And allow me to botch All attempts to restart The malfunctioning system Corrupt-data driven So riven with viral Can’t talk to me’s schism