with featherlike movements he undresses me not with his trembling fingers but more with the whispered words lingering on my skin
"I'm afraid of loving you."
the way his gaze travels across my body reminds me of what Helène told me people loving each other with eyes closed and lips ready to explore elegantly
i said that i am always a little sad maybe he was too.
I was extraordinarily inspired by the movie "L'Amant (1992)", so I tried to imagine what intimacy might feel like, based on the experiences of the protagonist.