Aug 2020
trying everything there is
to distract myself from you
but i am so afraid
so, so afraid
that one morning
you'll be more than distant
afraid that you'll be gone
i don't sleep anymore
i just sit in bed
staring at my phone
like it will tell me that you're fine
like it will save you
it's none of my business
but i am so
*******
scared
to distract myself from you
but i am so afraid
so, so afraid
that one morning
you'll be more than distant
afraid that you'll be gone
i don't sleep anymore
i just sit in bed
staring at my phone
like it will tell me that you're fine
like it will save you
it's none of my business
but i am so
*******
scared
i've been pretending like nothing is wrong because maybe if i think so it will magically go away but it isn't working
