In realtity I don't really know what to say, it is raining outside and my wold is grey. I love you and yet I want you gone, I want you here with me, yet this game's no longer fun, perhaps one day we'll move on perhaps I'll write to you one last time and say that we are done.
I don't hate you, don't get me wrong, you've done so much for me, without you I wouldn't last long, but I've grown older now, I've grown stronger and smarter, Hey I'm even wiser now! I know what to do and when, I know how to feel and why, I know what to say and how, I've learnt from the depths of your embrace, and I feel that it's time that I move on.
I love you, and I hope you love me too. As much as it pains us both, we must let go of eachother lest our love turns into hate.
Apathy, I am who I am today because of you, so thak you :)