Time can be as violent as a river Or as silent as a breeze But it always takes a piece of us Every time it leaves Sometimes I feel so empty It's hard for me to breathe When the memories fly at me They drop me to my knees
It's been so long since I've felt so alive So long since I've wanted to die It's been so long since I've done anything Other than survive It's been so long since the sun's been on So long since the darkness fell For so long I've been nothing more Than this empty shell
But I've learned to laugh And I've learned to smile To paint the color of my skin Every morning I perfect The mask that hides the scars within Sometimes, I try to remember who I used to be Before the life left my eyes But it's been too long I've been too gone I've drowned in my own lies