I had a table runner with intricate yellow thread it reminded me of your favourite restaurant. But my mouth brimmed with knowings that didn’t go anywhere. My tongue swelled and felt like when rainfall dribbles down windows. A chest of perplexing fact but I will not utter a single thing. A double blow to your hands, each one dances with questions unanswered and prancing along book spines and potted plants, while you wait for my preordained leave