i woke up at 4am                          
              it just happened
one minute sleeping
                            the next, my eyes opened
no matter how hard i tried      
i never returned to the safety                    
                 of my dreams
where you held me closely
snug and warm                          
                                               instead i lay awake
                                         cold and lonely
until it was        
time to rise        
and prepare        
                                  for the day
without you