ID has lost her identity There is no more sense of me. The world's turned scary and dark Once bright, now, not even a spark Lyme seems to be the cause My life interrupted, on full pause Fear holds me prisoner all the time Is it mental illness or is it Lyme So many years so many tears So many threats so many texts Turn the light back on to my life I've endured over 4 years of strife God see me, release me, set me free From pain and sameness beautiful tree A professor's brain gone insane It is cruel, ironic, and will not wane I could never have envisioned this hell A book to be written, stories to tell Finally...committed, will be its name Perhaps it is only myself I have to blame. I don't want to die. I want to live. There is little left for others to give. It is up to me to reclaim an identity Super ID crushed and I'll let it be.