why do i feel like
i always have to
J U S T I F Y
my pain to you, like
you get to hold some kind of
M O N O P O L Y
over my emotion
i guess its because i thought
if i was able to give away my
E M O T I O N S
then maybe it would
be easier for me to
B E A R
but now im stuck always
J U S T I F Y I N G
myself to you