there was so much i wished for
so much i tried to manifest
thought i knew what i wanted
thought i knew what was best
but on the other side of this river
i see the wreckage float away
i was never gonna live my dream
or see the perfect day
we were never meant to be
we were only ever gonna hurt
one another with our actions
and inability to use our words
i wanted so much
for the both of us
but all my hope
was not enough