My heart bleeds My emotions disturbed The stars don’t twinkle The Moon doesn’t shine My mind being the closed door My assurance is no more My ears in not hearing The door is locked Yet I have been mocked My scaled is unbalanced I was once upon a time I was full of hope and dreams But not I am only mean Once upon an idea Prosperity used to come near My life is nothing more than Death Decay on target Despair is my journey Doubt being my adventure My heart is permanently closed, and no one can enter