I still remember when you said. That you wanted to freeze every moment. Remember every minute with me. Because I was who you wanted by your side. The best person you ever knew. And you were in love with me.
I remember the first time. You came into my apartment. Christmas of 2018. You said you hated that I was alone. That you would make sure I was never alone again. I thought to myself, I wish he was mine.
I remember loving you. Being loved by you. A vortex, a promise, a dance. There is no ocean I wouldn't cross for you. But you threw that away. Walked out the door and never looked back.
I remember thinking I had forever. But now I remember all those hours Spent under your spell. And I'm thinking I was meant to love you then. But it wasn't real. I remember us. Just like a dream.