This feeling I have,
is hard to name,
I would say that it's loneliness,
but this doesn't feel the same.
And maybe everyone else
also has these voices in their head
that infect all their senses
and leave them helpless in their bed.
But then how do they fight them?
Because mine have learned to shout
and I can’t yell over them
or block them out.
But I won't tell my friends,
because what would they do?
Ignore my pain,
and brag about feeling it too.
So I won't say anything,
even more now that I see,
there's no voices in my head,
all the screaming is just me.