He loved you once. You thought it was forever. You needed to know you were whole. Maybe it wasnt the love you needed. He said 'we were meant to be'. You strung that up with the stars, Made it your world.
And now you watch him love another. Give her the same words he did you. Make her his orbit. Dance around her like a moth to a flame. You tried didnt you? To hold on. To make him love you again. You thought if you changed he would stay. You thought you needed to be what he needed.
No one loves you like you need. So you make up these stories in your head. Of how deserving you are. You needed to feel something. Besides the pain. So you let him weave a lie. Atleast the idea of love didnt hurt.
You're reeling. Crumbling. Crying. All you see is him happy without you. You werent enough. No one can love you. You're a mess. But you wont let the story end. You're not the heroine of a tragedy.
And so you make a pact. Never to love. Never to give someone power over you again. You will make it on your own.