you're a ******* though, and you know it but you carry on with this ******* because you just can't take it anymore, and you just think that's really cool, or something...
i guess--
yeah. different points of your life are so **** awkward, but you live to pierce the atmosphere with your ruby glow or ride through the night on your burrito-bought CR-V you pray for fame but you won't receive it if you don't work for it you just have to get through this time oh, what a *******