I know they were wrong
This was not meant to be
No divine order deemed
Such a despondency
Could be all I’ve attained
In my 25 years
Could be all that I’ve lost
To the cost
Of my fears
And the one I dread most
Never seemed could be real
But there had to be choice,
Indecision,
Free will
On the part of us both
In discussing it still
And supposedly
Some pre-determined’s
Of course
Just like
How most marriages
End in divorce