Today was hard depressed.
Depressed hit me like a rock with a dark cloud forming in my mind.
the dark cloud grows and tell me your worthless,
unlovable and a nasty person
why would anyone love and care for you
The pain in my mind and the longing for it all to end.
how its written over my face and the scars on my body
the longing for people to like and accept me for who I am and how I wish
I could accept myself and love myself
how I hate my life and hate being me
How I try to be brave but sometimes it's really hard being me.