My dreams are better than my reality
My past has now become a twisted happy fantasy
Born of pain and misery,
a curse that’s taken human form
Look deep within and all you see,
a lost soul caught inside the storm

Enhancing how I feel with the help of some Mandy
A chemical spill in my brain that you can’t see
The euphoric thrill OF EXPONETIAL EXPANSION
I’m getting higher,
I’m getting higher

My minds state is bordering insanity
The last remains of a man who died but somehow breathes
Worn away at 43,
submersed in my own crown of thorns
For all I am and will ever be,
a lost soul whose been stung by the swarm

Enhancing how I feel with the help of some Mandy
A chemical spill in my brain that you can’t see
The euphoric thrill OF EXPONETIAL EXPANSION
I’m getting higher,
I’m getting higher

My life’s like a tragic black comedy
A sorry tale of loss and hurt somewhere deep inside of me
Torn apart by history,
thrown headfirst into the wall
A loser longing victory,
but always headed for a fall

Enhancing how I feel with the help of some Mandy
A chemical spill in my brain that you can’t see
A euphoric thrill and the feeling is dandy
I’m getting higher,
I’m getting higher