i feel the weight settling
and the leadening of my bones
too tired too sad too unmotivated
but if i must i'll leave my home
this morning i woke up at 8
but couldn't move for four hours
don't see the point in life
my body lacks the power
to do stuff unless i'm required
because i don't wanna die
i just hate feeling like if i don't have work
i am just trying to sleep through life